- Westchester, NY, USA
- awayforward2021@gmail.com
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Upon my discovery (aka REMEMBERING) many years ago of that “something out there”, BOB is simply the name I chose to give to what many others refer to as; The Almighty God, The Creator, Divine Cosmic Being, Source Energy, Christ Conscientiousness, The Universe, The Great Unknown, Son of God Jesus Christ, etc., along with all the Archangels and Angels, Prophets, Ascended Masters, Spirit Guides, Buddha’s, Deities, Fairies, Gods & Goddesses, Mystical Creatures, our Ancestors, Deceased Loved Ones and all other Magical Beings of pure unconditional love and divine light not of the human essence or physical matter that we’ve all heard of and were taught. I also discovered that BOB is both male and female as in the essence of all energetic beings. BOB is not judgmental, BOB does not punish, BOB does not frown upon us when we behave badly, BOB is not a bully, BOB doesn’t have opinions about how we should or need to live our lives. BOB doesn’t have the need to be glorified, BOB does not require sacrifice to show up in our lives in times of hardship and grief, BOB does not want to be feared as we’ve all been conditioned to believe, and BOB does not leave our side…EVER.
I was born into a huge family, but never really had one. I was the proverbial “black sheep.” For the most part, I did not have healthy or physically present parents who could love and guide me in a nurturing way. So, BOB took me out of my abusive and toxic environments time and time again, taking on the role and responsibility as my divine parent and family who raised me to become a beacon of light for others. I was not permitted the opportunity to attend school in the traditional sense as I barely graduated high school. I was not granted the opportunity to attend college and receive a degree in psychology as I had always wished to. I do not have a masters or a PhD in any field of interest or study that could’ve indoctrinated my peculiarity. So, you may be thinking – what the heck do I know about helping others? Well, I went to a very different “school” only for the “weirdos and outcasts.” Here I diligently and studiously attended the University of the Universe with Professor BOB as my divine teacher who has taught me everything I know through personal experience. The lessons I have had to learn are not taught in books or in any man-made institutions and I don’t believe in wasting my hard-earned money to pay for education that wouldn’t have benefited me in any way with teachers I could not learn from.
Please do not get me wrong. I give due respect to, but don’t typically agree with authority figures, especially contradicting and hypocritical ones. Even more so when it affects my career, finances, and livelihood. Gratefully, BOB has been my employer for the past two plus decades. I did not have the things I wanted to have during my struggles, but I ALWAYS had everything I needed in perfect divine time. My children may not have always had gourmet meals to eat everyday as they do now, but they also never went to sleep hungry. I have not been able to move into my dream home YET, but my children and I always had a roof over our heads and a comfy bed to sleep in. We did not wear designer clothing or jewelry, but we were never left out in the cold without a coat. I had to learn the necessary skills to decide on what my daily priorities were in every situation and financial struggle through mindful practicing of my available and hard-earned funds. The list of my abundant “paychecks” goes on and on leading to the point that they come directly from the cosmic bank of BOB that always has immeasurable funds. I’m also not a multi-millionaire YET, but I live a life of pure luxury, lacking absolutely nothing for me, my kids or anyone in my life that I choose to share my unlimited plethora of wealth with.
In my youth, I had to deal with a great deal of racism for being the weird white Pakistani “Muslim,” especially at the hands of African American and Hispanic minorities. But being of BOB, I see no color, I have been divinely taught. I only see the soul and the energetic essence of a human being that has no color. I was always the weird ugly duckling who was bullied and beaten by my peers and hated by most women until my late 30’s.
I have also been misunderstood beyond belief and rejected for being different by countless individuals (except for a few) my entire life. Having grappled with the pain I endured daily of not being wanted, BOB showed me understanding and acceptance of my idiosyncrasies which provided me the ability of understanding and accepting others as THEY are. Sadly, it used to suck the life out of me when people would pull away from me simply because they misunderstood my words without caring to discover my purest of intentions. But not anymore because BOB also taught me that others can only meet me as deeply as they have met themselves, so I’m no longer attached to the need of having to explain myself to anyone who’s not willing to meet me where I am. Apart from my two nearest and dearest friends, nearly everyone I have ever met has underestimated me while many (not all) have taken advantage of my kindness believing it was my weakness. BOB took me by the hand and placed me in front of a cosmically divine mirror to show me the inner beauty and strength I could never see through anyone else’s eyes. BOB doesn’t only lead the way for me, BOB holds me by the hand and takes me everywhere I go under the umbrella of divine love and protection that I could never get from anyone, anywhere else. The list of blessings in disguise and what BOB is to me goes on and on and on, so the bottom line is…BOB IS MY EVERYTHING AND I AM NOTHING WITHOUT MY BOB!!!
Having very high standards and expectations of completing tasks and annoying “chores” which of course, are never simple or easy. However, the rewards that follow have also been infinitely abundant. My every life decision and “careless” act that I was cautioned, warned, and ridiculed for, because I don’t listen to anyone who perceives me as an idiot, in actuality were fearless, bold and daring leaps of faith that have paid off in more ways than I can speak of. BOB is my co-creator leading the way and now, I simply follow with love, honor, and gratitude.
It wasn't always the case because I too, was the metaphorical toddler throwing tantrums when not getting my way.
Then a rebellious teenager who “knew it all” while digging my heels in defiance
As an adult, I excitedly and wholeheartedly listen to my divine parents without questioning their authority over me because they see far beyond what I can for myself, so I just simply trust in complete surrender.
I call on BOB for anything and everything regardless of time, day or having to be in a religious sanctuary for “official” prayer. BOB loves me so much that aside from all the never-ending lifelong blessings I’ve received, I now also have, not one but TWO very close human friends who I love and adore with my whole heart. TWO magical and magnificently beautiful souls who don’t reek of jealousy and contempt and are my nearest and dearest friends. Iris Garcia, along with her extraordinary two sons (Justin and Brandon), and Maria Gray, with her beautiful family, who are my rocks. I honestly wouldn’t be where I am today without their unconditional love and support in everything they do for and with me simply to watch me flourish. I live a life of pure ecstasy, celestial creativity, joy, unconditional love, and opulence, because BOB never misses any of my calls. Whatever I need just seems to appear on my path magically and effortlessly, always at the perfect time and place. Most times, without me even having to ask anymore.
Regardless of how evolved my old soul is, that’s attached to nothing but connected to everything, I can’t go without saying, like in most relationships of all types, BOB and I do have our own occasional little spats. Usually when I’m being an impatient, whiny little brat, or when I become overwhelmed with my tasks, but then BOB gently reminds me of my humanness because I am far from perfect, and I too am still only human. Only a mortal experiencing growing pains as I continue my journey wearing this human suit, experiencing life as an earthling on this planet, and needing to play the earth video game by following SOME unfortunate rules of society made up of broken and outdated systems of policy, and government. Until one day in the very near future, the new ones awaiting to be established are created for us all to thrive. And once that is achieved, I will be the first one in line to cash in my return ticket HOME TO BE WITH MY BOB!!!
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